Hmm. This whole thing is just an adventure in brain-tease. Breakfast and lunch went pretty well, but then afternoon snack came and bam, half a glass of chocolate milk. Now here's the thing - I have to be learning how to be in the real world, as my cousin would say, the world of "the rest of my life." In the rest of my life I DO want to sometimes have a glass of chocolate milk! But should I have it now, in these early times of this endeavor??
My pal who is walking this walk with me is M, and she is wonderful. We meet once a week to discuss body issues, both negative (weight and concerns therein) and positive (sex and spouses and sex with spouses), and religion, and faith (note that these CAN be separated!), and whatever the hell else comes up. I love her dearly! She will figure greatly into this next year, because she has figured so prominantly in my weight-loss...what, discussions? questions? explorations? crazy crap?...journey, I guess I'll say. OY.
Someday I'd like NOT to have to think of what I'm doing as a f-ing journey. Faith journey. Weight loss journey. Parenting/marriage/friendship/blah blah blah...Can I just BE THERE instead of being on some fking JOURNEY???
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